Miss_Leslee
02-11-2007, 09:18 PM
I've spent the last 72 hours helping my youngest brother, recent 'back to stateside', dumped by newlywed plus several daughers,...putting the place he bought for his "FAMILY" in shape to be sold.
:cry:
I am TIRED of absence of LOVE. I'm fucking exhausted by the selfishness and stingyness and self-centeredness and self-absorbtion and black-whole wanting for material that NEVER fills.
But, I am FULL,...having spent time and work and hugs and tears with my brother,...and mother and father and friend and son (confused by the dream gone wrong),...and adoption of a bob-tail petite feline ("stinky", named cause,...she 'airs' *LOL* pretty UMMMMM ,...no,....OOGLY smellin' scents *LOL*).
Yeah, but, anyways,...I'm brain dumping. I really want to just STOP. I am so overloaded with burdens, I just want to STOP. Quit, actually.
Can I quit for awhile?
:cry:
I am TIRED of absence of LOVE. I'm fucking exhausted by the selfishness and stingyness and self-centeredness and self-absorbtion and black-whole wanting for material that NEVER fills.
But, I am FULL,...having spent time and work and hugs and tears with my brother,...and mother and father and friend and son (confused by the dream gone wrong),...and adoption of a bob-tail petite feline ("stinky", named cause,...she 'airs' *LOL* pretty UMMMMM ,...no,....OOGLY smellin' scents *LOL*).
Yeah, but, anyways,...I'm brain dumping. I really want to just STOP. I am so overloaded with burdens, I just want to STOP. Quit, actually.
Can I quit for awhile?